*survival*

Heeloo Peepo ! Grace is here again ! ( Nobody else also =,= )

Let's give me some cheers now !!

Times has been waste on my current work now ~

I'm working as a financial consultant which related with my ex-job

so who is working with goverment just find me to apply highest payout loan ya !!

( no one is gov staff around me also -,- )

I remembered that when I was enter to the office in the 1st week

I told myself and my friends that I won't stay at here for max 2months

Just because I need to earn more money so I have to find another job to cover my poor economic now !

I well at saving money , but at least there should be higher abit compare with my salary now.

However .... something mind has been changed after yesterday.

Yesterday when my manager talking with me and teaching me to do well on the job

he talked about the future suddenly

ya I know this kind of job sure will great earn if you hard-working on the job

you can earn more than that you expected.

but the condition is you have to improve your skills more and more before you get a calling list which is easily to close sales.

If not ? you have to work hard with those useless calling list to find out your *Miracle* = =

Haiz,so what is my decision now ?

I'm still confusing with my way

Plus,my sista Chloe is going to change her work soon

Should I change to there with her also ?

to have a higher salary ?

Maybe human is too used to be take care of,and started to give up the ability of cruel survival game ?

OR

I shouldn't attach importance of it seriously because of

I"M STILL A 18 YEARS OLD LITTLE GIRL AND HAVING A YOUNG/POOR/ZERO-EXPERIENCE IN WORKING SOCIAL ?

So that I unable or no need to work very hard to survive in the cruel social ?

And just wasting my parent's money without pay back anything to them?

Somemore just enjoy my 0-paid study life (because our parent's had paid for us ) and still have to take pocket money from them ?

Ya this is what the situation often happened from the previous to the present and future too !

You can just enjoy it if you're born from rich background ( I hope I'm one of them too :D )

But if you're not,please look at your parent's face

they're sacrifice everything just for you

so why don't you sacrifice abit just for them also ?

The money they spent on you was actually so useful for their retirement life.

So if you're using your parent's part of their retirement pension,

PLEASE ... PLEASE treat them as your GF or BF too

spend your passion to them as much as you can.

Do remember what they had sacrificed for you everytime

Return to them more than how much they gave you

because you can't interpret how much was it.

:)

That's why I persist to choose part time course so that able to work on morning shift.

Life will be harder but this is worth.

(but depends on everyone,already displease all the college student==)

" Maybe I'm not the lucky girl who can enjoy campus life again after graduated SPM.

But I'm the happiness girl who still having and receiving alot of loves from my parents and friends and bf.

Plus,I'm learning alot from my job everyday,it's what the most useful when you get a very first job after you graduated .

So that's why I'm the happiness person too because I'd gained experiencessss even I'm not yet to further study. :DDD "

Thinking of it seriously

They are not stay with you everytime when you're facing trouble.

Appreciate and cherish them with the ability you can do for them.

*loves.*

Especially those who be loved by great Dad and Mum.

不做让爸爸、妈妈伤心的事 。